My most favorite professor in the whole entire universe posed this question to me sometime ago: What would you rather be? Smart or in love? Me, being the idealistic person that I am, answered, “Smart AND in love.” Haha. Yeah. And she said it’s not possible to be both. In my head, though, the reason why I answered that is because that’s how I’ve been in the past. I’m in
love like but on guard, if you get what I mean. (AND DING DING DING! THAT’S WHY I STILL DON’T HAVE A BOYFRIEND! [Oh yes, despite, over the past weeks, countless accusations and self-jokes about my being a lesbian, I’m sorry, I’m really not. LOL.])
Anyway, the idea for this entry hit me the moment Favorite Prof asked me about it, but was only reinforced because of happenings as of late.
I relearned it’s really not possible to be smart and in love. Simple reasons/scenarios:
- You act stupid when you do all these crazy things just to get the person you like to notice you.
- You act stupid when you give meaning to everything your crush says/does.
- You act stupid when you overanalyze why certain things are and aren’t in relation to your crush (technically, your ability to analyze means you aren’t stupid. It’s only stupid ’cause you could be doing something else, like saving the environment or reading Harry Potter).
- You act stupid when you give a person complete power over your emotions.
I am so disappointed. And torn. But I’m still determined to find a balance between them. #PsychPower #YeahRight
I told a friend of mine recently that I have already found The One (and The Two and The Three, LOL), but that I won’t be doing anything about it anymore ’cause that’s just so 2008. Haha. I found myself breaking this for a couple days, though, but only so I could perform little Inception-y things. #PsychPower #YeahRight #ButYouBestBelieveIt
Call me cheesy but I believe in destiny. I believe that if it’s for me, it will happen (although we also have to do our part in making it happen). Let’s just say I’ve already done my part and I’m kind of frustrated ’cause I realized I was acting stupid while laying out all the ammunition. (Haha, whut!) So I’m done with the heart part, back to the head. Just waiting for things to fall into place.
This entry is so vague and scatterbrained. Tsk. I’ll come up with better ones next time. Kind of easing myself back into blogging. Haven’t done it in a month. @_@
So anyway, what would you rather be? Smart or in love?